thank you Chris
the emotion is neutral, I channeled the money a week ago and felt it covering me, its not the money I care about, just the freedom of mobility, to travel
I would feel, right now, the same as I do, right now, if I had it land on my lap, well okay if it fell from the sky I’d say “cool”, one time I asked God for a quarter and he made one fall from the sky a short time later, and it was really cool, and I said “thanks God!” but
I’d just go buy my electric sitar and some crystals, and think about and be very excited about going to Florida
I know/expect it is already so, here,
I program usually daily
so I mean, the thing is I’m not good at trusting that God loves me, or the universe loves me, that things are OKAY and GOOD, and that’ it’s good to be alive.
i don’t think you can say “it’s good to be alive” as a mantra, I think it requires more effort to come to feeling that way you know?
it is good to be alive though
the total summation of my desire is FREEDOM, including freedom from money, so I can go to Netherlands, so I can go to Florida, so I can go to Canada, but more th an that
the freedom to teleport, bi-locate, fly, to get out of the body, when I want to.
so do I sit and say “I can teleport” ?
ultimately a persistent affirmation and feeilng of bliss and love that is stronger than any-thing this world can throw at us, and
for the Kingdom of heaven to descend upon Earth, liberating our souls from physicality.
I pray the Lord’s prayer usually.