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PostPosted: Sat 05 May, 2007  Reply with quote

Today, I was startled half to death at lunch. I had realised what I had done.

Let's start from the beginning.
Last night, as a result of my characters drifting farther and farther away from me, becoming distant, I became worried.
For I have about 9 characters of which 1 is a girl, 8 are boys.
Infact, this account is named after my internet persona, and thus my closest character companion, Talon.
Usually, I would place them in my little world (which I have plans of making a dream world) Aria, and would see them interact with each other.

Two of these characters are Talon and Naknus Arana, very close to my heart, and usually would speak with very little input from my brain, as compared to the others.

Well, last night in a desperate attempt to see why my characters did not come to mind with relative ease, I tried to speak to first, Talon, then Naknus! In my dazed sleepy state... they actually responded! And wow did I have quite the chats with them.

To get to the point, I ended my chitchat with a very annoyed Naknus, whom, after a bit of probbing from me, agreed "Since I do exist solely in your mind, I will attempt to get you a lucid in mindspace ( A place which I seperate from Aria which I work on quite a bit, and so takes up much space in my head. Mindspace is directly thoughts, and othersuch things.)". So I slept, and had a very interesting DILD, very vivid, one of the most realistic lucids I've ever had, and it truly moved me.

Anyways, I didn't realise the connection between the two at lunch, and, startled, thus had a very broken meal at school today.

Now I realise the concept maybe very close to MILD (is it that?), when you just recite a phrase like "tonight, I will remember to realise I am dreaming", making sure it's the last thing on mind or such... but... It's personally very hard for me to go to sleep without a entertaining, involving thought in mind, WILD is hard and takes from my hours of sleep and MILD requires that a specific thought be the last before you sleep. With this way, it's very useful to me personally because I get to know my characters more, develop them more, and still get a better chance at a lucid. I hope this post benefits somebody else, because I tried my best to find the right place to put this to share.
ah well.
Sweet dreams! Hope you have lucids...

Faq to how to create the talks-on-their-own characters is here:
http://ld4all.com/forum/viewtopic.php?t=24315&postday s=0&postorder=asc&&start=30

The place where the characters talk is here:
http://ld4all.com/forum/viewtopic.php?t=24392

The second tutorial on 'benefits of characters creation' is here:
http://ld4all.com/forum/viewtopic.php?t=24315&postday s=0&postorder=asc&&start=75

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Please notify me if you'd like to put any CALD info up on another site~! It would be glorious if you'd like to, I'd just like to know beforehand :3~




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PostPosted: Sat 05 May, 2007  Reply with quote

Wow... I didn't realize you could use charcters to get lucid...

This is awesome!

I wonder who I should use?


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PostPosted: Sat 05 May, 2007  Reply with quote

shatterspike1 wrote:
Wow... I didn't realize you could use charcters to get lucid...

This is awesome!

I wonder who I should use?


:D~!
Use the closest one to you, or one you can rely on.
The fun thing is, for my case, my dream had alot of soft blues and purples at my favourite part where it was all... mystical.
It was the colour of Naknus's eyes, the character I asked to help me lucid. XD
He's a reliable one, if not a bit angsty. I'm just glad I didn't end up with a nightmare-lucid concidering what kind of dreams Naknus has... O-o;; XD Plz tell me if you have progres with this method :D


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PostPosted: Sat 05 May, 2007  Reply with quote

Interesting...

Talon, if you don't mind me asking, how exactly did you become close with these dream characters of yours? Or are these beyond dream characters? As in characters you've visualized post-dreaming?

I would like to assess this technique myself...


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PostPosted: Sat 05 May, 2007  Reply with quote

Angstyboy wrote:
Interesting...

Talon, if you don't mind me asking, how exactly did you become close with these dream characters of yours? Or are these beyond dream characters? As in characters you've visualized post-dreaming?

I would like to assess this technique myself...


These characters of mine are made before I sleep, and I develop them extensively.
I have 9, but I'd imagine you'd only need maybe 1 or 2 to help you...
To become close with them, I first I had to make them in detail. It took me a good 3 or 4 years to get them where they are now, but only because I have others to work on, and I didn't really concentrate much on it until this/last year.
Their relationships with the others really brought them to life, as Talon was the first, she was developed more quickly while she interacted with the other still-less-developed than her, boys.

Then her brother, Naknus was developed. He was there from the start, and was later paid more attention to, and 'evoloved'.
Generally, the character with the most attention was the more developed, and I rped alot. So, putting them into many different situations helped me see how'd they act.

Recently, after finding out their entire histories intimately, their friends, family, intrests, designing their looks, their culture (as they are a race I made... they live entirely in the world I am working on...) and how they are mentally, it all came together to give me two almost entirely independent characters. The others still tend to need some sort of input from me to start talking, and still feel 'puppet-like' as Talon and Naknus can interact with me smoothly and the others can't. They all interact with each other fairly well (despite some fights and disagreements and messes and such) it's just those two that I really know very, very well.

Before I decided to actively talk with Talon and Naknus, I had to take a day or two to solidify the thought that "Yes, they are in my head, yes I made them. They don't exist on this plane, but do in another. They are not of this reality.". This was so that I wouldn't get confused, and so this little experiment didn't twist my perception around, like some dream-time-stretch experiments I've heard of. The kind where the user sort of messes up their perception of time passage... twisting my perception of reality would be very, very bad.

Anyways, after that, I talked with them actively, learned even more about them, and moreso about their personalities. I treat them like real people in my conversations, and try not to talk down to them. But a key point is that I remember at all times they exist solely in the reality I've created for them within my own mind. So then, after organising everything in my head so I have 'Mind Space' a place where my thoughts happen (and my dreams, in sleep) I could ask them to help me with dreams, or finding myself... finding memories, ect. by sending them there as I talk (makes sense to me, as they'd be there if I think of them... :3).

An important part, though, is that while I am still making them, I try to interact with them, to 1, find more about their personalities, even as I make them, and 2, to be friends with them, and try to get them more realistic rather then just make them automatically like me.
Yus.

That's all I can really think of at the moment... if you have any other questions I'd be glad to answer it...

A note, though... just because they were my characters... doesn't mean they'll always agree! Haha, yesterday I tried again, and Naknus got more annoyed and said he wouldn't help me go lucid that night. I fell asleep after so I'll have to see if Talon or he will tonight XD... Sorry for the long post but the relationship between me-My characters-their world-their culture and all that is very very complex, it's for more than just dreams...Making and knowing them is enjoyable for me, and I hope it will be for you too!


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PostPosted: Sat 05 May, 2007  Reply with quote

Oh... extensive information ^^

Thank you for the reply. The topic really piqued my curiosity after reading your initial post - and I am most grateful for reading it, too.

But, yes - so these characters of yours are post-dream characters, existing in what you tag, "Mind Space"... a mental plane. (Reminds me of AP...) Three to four years is quite a long time to develop characters. I've spent an extensive time on characters myself, but the attention was dispersed amongst many. I do, however, have in mind several characters I am currently investing much attention into - via music.

(Audio stimuli have proven to advance my visualization... See, how I begin developing a character is solidifying the visual appearance first. Of course, their personality develops parallel with it, but it's usually the last aspect I cultivate. Mainly because it is sometimes difficult when I am developing a character unlike myself - that's why it helps to observe other people... Interacting would probably be better, but I'd like to harbor the notion that my subconscious will compensate for what I cannot consciously...)

So, did you lay a template of the general persona/attitude you wanted them to possess and allow the rest to develop organically? Or did you develop a "shell" and simulate it under various situations until a "randomized" disposition developed? And - if you don't mind the volley of questions - how similar are their personalities to yours? I mean, of course, it will be apparent that they will share some qualities, but are there any character traits they possess that you are not consciously aware of even in yourself - something separate of your persona? One last question, for now... When you're "roleplaying" these characters, or interacting with them, are their actions or responses the initial thoughts that surface in your mind - like a subconscious aspect - or are they somewhat separate from your subconscious/random thoughts? How do you know? And -I know... I lied ^_^ - do you personally interact with them in WL or within your dreams?

(I'm at a dilemma with the some aspect of each question I asked. Such the reason I asked them...)


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PostPosted: Sun 06 May, 2007  Reply with quote

- Angstyboy

Angstyboy wrote:
But, yes - so these characters of yours are post-dream characters, existing in what you tag, "Mind Space"... a mental plane. (Reminds me of AP...) Three to four years is quite a long time to develop characters. I've spent an extensive time on characters myself, but the attention was dispersed amongst many. I do, however, have in mind several characters I am currently investing much attention into - via music.


Ohhhh I'm loving this~~~ ^^
I quite like this audio way of development for yours! ~~
And my characters, though developed in Mindspace, reside in Aria, the world I made for them...

Angstyboy wrote:
So, did you lay a template of the general persona/attitude you wanted them to possess and allow the rest to develop organically? Or did you develop a "shell" and simulate it under various situations until a "randomized" disposition developed?


I usually find a feeling of a character-- an essense if you will.
Whether it be a flash of silver eyes, a name I hear, a feeling evoked by music, or randomlly created throughout my day, an essense comes to me and I feel compelled to capture and convey it to the world. So, generally, I will capture said essense, usually visually in drawings, then I name him (usually male) and if it is his name that I found, then I will give him a body and appearence, vaguely in my mind, at least. After I capture this pre-made character feeling, I develop them by letting it just grow...

Truthfully, almost each and every character I have came into existance differently. My oldest, made when I was 9 or 10, were simply hollow, and I acted them out in rps. Some characters in fact, after they are somewhat made, just fade away. It would be difficult for me to be so general in this answer, so forgive the length, I must go into some detail--

Talon Arana - My very first alias, and was originally just a name, an alternate for my own as I still do not give my own name out on the internet. She was changed from roleplay to roleplay to fit the situation, and eventually through 2 years of roleplay, a pattern formed which eventually became her base, and she grew into a seperate entity, and soon into a very very developed character. The one she is today is through 4 years of extremely complex growing, which I could dedicate an entire post to.

Takone Anaka - Born of a need for companionship for Talon, he was a constant companion for her in rps. Because of his heavy reliance on Talon for existance, he is still not as advanced as her or Naknus. His personality went from one situation to another, and his appearence as well. Eventually, characteristics from a close friend (who was a boy) seeped into Takone, and in the end he was a very cheerful character-- just like my friend. His appearence solidified from one picture that turned out nicely.

Naknus Arana - Born of need for an enemy for Talon. His existance was very faint, and he faded in and out of obscurity until last year. I fished him out of my entire character list ( I have about 49+ characters, only 9 of which have been developed enough to be concidered of the "main" bunch) and he exploded into attention, and just... unexpectedly became very, very real...

Nakarus Arana - Naknus's and Talon's older brother, a good helper that was made to aid Talon in her battles--randomly. He's still vague appearance-wise, but he has a cheery personality that is... kind of changing. He is still one of my less developed characters.

Those are all of the "old time" characters in my main bunch now, they were made mindlessly, and then evolved.

Leon Airayu - Born of need for rivalry against Takone for Talon's attention. Made an initial drawing, and designed his personality from the get-go. His appearance has changed drastically, but his personality still holds. He is one of the most purposefully made characters I have-- meaning I designed every single thing about him, very little was his own growing or of outside inspiration.

Azen(aki) Ainen(ku) - Born of inspiration from a particularly well drawn fanart by another artist, and some really inspiring movies. He had only one drawing to show his appearence. His appearence hasn't changed at all-- but his history, and personality have changed because of more inspiring movies and rps.

Kazurai Aizen - Born as another competitor against Takone and Leon for Talon, his personality was made, but appearance and history changed dramatically because of rps.

Ghost - Born of my sadness at the time in school, and of a doodle that turned into a drawing. His personality and appearence occured to me all at once-- He hasn't changed, and can be concidered a main character, since he 'talks' without any input from me. But because he is mute, and is busy with keeping me de-stressed (yes, and it works too!) in mindspace, I don't ask him much to do anything else. He helps me keep inner-harmony. It should be known though, even though he was born from sadness, he has really no emotion to convey-- perhaps a numbness I wanted at the time.

Ein Eru - Born of a rp with a friend. Plain and simple, there was a villain a friend and me made together, and I took him, changed him, and he was mine. His is still the most changing personality, but his general appearence was caught on paper from the beginning.

Those are my 9. They were all made differently, but in general, I get a hint of their being, and catch their visual image in my mind's eye or on paper, then it goes from there.

Angstyboy wrote:
how similar are their personalities to yours?


Alot of the time, no their personalities aren't too much like mine. But will have an aspect of their own that is shared with mine. Some, like Naknus for example, even express some of my emotion for me. Naknus is my anger, he is feirce once he snaps-- as I am... however, he doesn't calm quickly-- I do... :3
Talon, she is generally happy with giagantic spurts of overly-joyful-gleeful-waaaaytooenergetic hyper attacks... As I am often in class.

Angstyboy wrote:
I mean, of course, it will be apparent that they will share some qualities, but are there any character traits they possess that you are not consciously aware of even in yourself - something separate of your persona?


What do you mean by this? Takone has some personality from a friend of mine, and each of my boys (and Talon) have one or more characteristics of mine. In some of them, more subtle features and others, more prominant...

Angstyboy wrote:
When you're "roleplaying" these characters, or interacting with them, are their actions or responses the initial thoughts that surface in your mind - like a subconscious aspect - or are they somewhat separate from your subconscious/random thoughts? How do you know?


When it comes to the responses of my characters--
With roleplaying, all of their actions occur to my mind all of a sudden, they probably come from my subconsious. However, I concider the rp versions of my characters generally seperate from my actual characters, as sometimes they will do things unlike what they'd normally do-- with the exception of
Mind Roleplays Where the characters of mine, and another's directly interact-- with the knowledge of the creators being around and being watched, and that the other set of characters belong to someone else. This differs from normal roleplaying, as they don't realise they have one creator, and exist only in that roleplay scape.

When it comes to interacting with me, only Talon, Naknus, and sometimes Ghost's actions and words seem to take their own life seperate of my subconsious/random thoughts. At least, when I put enough effort to go to them and talk (I put no effort into them replying, however...). The others, because they are not fully developed, or not enough, still feel puppet-like because their actions and thoughts occur to me right before they do them-- they stem from me although I do not force them to do what they do directly, it does come from me at some level, I can still feel it. However, I can still speak with them, as in their initial creation I give them some live, so I don't have to forcefully think of their responses, it just happens.

Angstyboy wrote:
do you personally interact with them in WL or within your dreams?


I personally interact with them out of sleep... though I have spoken to Azen and Naknus in my dreams-- they seemed slightly different then my waking mind versions of them...

Thank you so much for your questions! I hope I answered them fully, please forgive the horrifically long answer!

^^ Have anymore?

With much admiration,
-Talon


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PostPosted: Sun 06 May, 2007  Reply with quote

You put me to shame in my laziness. =0)

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Cherriey wrote:
You put me to shame in my laziness. =0)
Haha, what do you mean? ^^ all this-- this character stuff was all pretty fluid, I didn't put massive amounts of effort into it... it just-- Happened XD
I am very lazy as well, no worries XD I am procrastinating with my typing as we--kind of speak... I'm supposed to be drawing up a mural right now @__a XD =))~


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My world has been suffering from atrophe as I fiddle on other things. =0) I feel rather guilty for it. lol

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Cherriey wrote:
My world has been suffering from atrophe as I fiddle on other things. =0) I feel rather guilty for it. lol
XDD What's a atrophe...? I think we should sytop this as it is rather off-topic..>>;;


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Atrophe: when something fades away or loses strength due to lack of use.

Actually your thread has inspired me to work on my world as I'm going to sleep. =0) I have a few interesting candidates to develop character-wise.


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Cherriey wrote:
Atrophe: when something fades away or loses strength due to lack of use.

Actually your thread has inspired me to work on my world as I'm going to sleep. =0) I have a few interesting candidates to develop character-wise.


Ahh that's wonderful..! :3 I am so glad it helped....
Sweet dreams~


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I attempted last night with (a much diffrent) Shatter, and my Wolf SG/Subconsious charcter Terragus. It didn't work. I will try again, and also I ask for tips.

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PostPosted: Sun 06 May, 2007  Reply with quote

Hmm... This is really starting to sound a lot like tulpas, now.

Yes, my audio method not only increases my visualization when developing my characters, but also sets a general mood that I can then associate with whichever character(s) I am developing at the time. I also am prone to rerun a character through the same scenario countless times to the same song. Basically, "perfecting the scene". This can cause me to become an exacting vetriloquist. I really need to learn to let them - as the song goes - "Just Be"...

As for the origin/nature of my characters, I've actually adopted a few dream characters to develop. I do, however, have several other characters that came to me in WL. I've discovered that each have their individual quirks when it comes to development. Dream characters require less energy than WL-developed characters.

The question you didn't seem to understand - nevermind - you answered it fine. And, I seem to have no more questions as of the moment. Thank you for answering my other questions, though ^^


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