Hello
I tried since I saw the project for the first time, and now I finally reached the crossroads!
Although it wasn´t quite the way I expected it to be…
Ok, here is my dream report, I had several LDs in a row (noramlly I get one in a few weeks).If you only want to hear about the crossroads, scroll down until you see “THE CROSSROADS:”
I went to sleep early, and set up my CD-Alarm Clock to try MWILD.When the music started and I woke up, I was in an uncomfortable position and the CD didn´t work proberbly.So I didn´t really try MWILD, but after switching off the CD-player, I had a very light sleep .
I sleep again, and somehow I go lucid, but exactly that moment I wake up.
Return to sleep again.
The next thing I remember is myself in a dark room.I am lucid, but I am almost out of control, and I can hardly see anything.I feel like losing balance, then I try to shout “FULL CONTROL”.I can only whisper, but that is enough, I know have control over my body.Unfortunately I don´t stabilize my dream or clear the vision, few seconds later lose lucidity(don´t remember whether I awoke or had FAs)
From that point, all my dreams where somehow at the border of lucidity.Some examples:
It´s in the morning, and it´s a bright day.I think: “If I only had a LD now, with all the light it would have been much easier to control it”
I am in our bathroom, the toilet is in some kind of glass container.I am sitting in this container, thinking that I would have like some non-transparent material more.Then my whole family is walking into the bathroom, and with them the older brother of my friend.This really makes me think, and I ask if I am dreaming.They laugh at me, and I apologize that I am sometimes a bit confused after awakening.
I am in our living room, and I can´t remember why I am there. My mother tells me that I was sleepwalking, and that I told some stupid stuff about persons I know. I don´t really believe it, but I also don´t really know what is wrong.
After some time I finally get it and go lucid again.But, again, it is quite dark around me.I am standing in an elevator, and with me is a big, shadowy person.He doesn´t seem to be friendly, but not really agressive either.I play around with concepts of interacting with DCs, but the person doesn´t behave like I expected:
When I try to feel friendly about him, to “love” him, he gets taller and more threatening.When I get angry, he is suddenly quite small and no threat.
Then I awoke, but still I somehow was in the dream.I didn´t want to give up, and although my vision was gone I reached out for the coat of the person.I felt it, it was made of cotton, and I concentrated on the feeling.Then I was in the dream again! (The first time I managed to reenter a dream, thanks to this forum that gave me the tip!)
Then I remember I want to get out to the light and search the crossroads.
I begin to fly in the elevator, towards the wall.I can´t bring myself through it while flying, so I take some part of the elevator in my hand, and push myself through the wall (head first).It hurt! I never felt this before, it wasn´t just the neutral pain I normally feel in dreams, it felt like real pain!
But after few seconds it was gone, I was through the wall.
During the following part, I awake about 3 times, but I always manage to reenter the dream.
I was flying, it was a very bright sunny afternoon.A blue sky and a few white clouds above me, and on the ground the city I live in, green grass and yellow fields around it.I saw the big church (the “famous” building of the region where I live) below me.
I land on the grass, there are some apple trees.I take an apple from the ground, it looks a bit rotten, but I am curious and eat it.I didn´t had any taste, but a tingling feeling all over my mouth (like trying to eat a vitamin tablette).Then I wanted to test if I can smell, so I breath in deeply.It works, it feels like concentrating on smells like you are outside and there isn´t anything special (like a flower or something).
THE CROSSROADS:
I try teleportating, but it doesn´t work.I reach in my pocket for the “Crossroads button”, but no effect either.After some more trying I come to the conclusion that it is quite hard to me to change my surroundings from green grass to a desert in a second.So I take off again and fly.I fly towards a hill, and try to imagine that there are the crossroads behind, but I just can´t bring myself to believe that there is a desert behind the green hill.So I fly on, until I come to an ocean, or perhaps a big lake.I cross it, for a short time I see only water, and then, at some distance, the border.It´s a desert!
Now I am very positive about beeing succesful.A few seconds later I see the crossroads.But they are covered with big “Computer Windows” (like the win erorr reports).They are hanging in the air.
I just ignore them and land behind them, now the windows disappear, and I see the crossroads for the first time.
Well, not exactly the crossroads:
I am standing on a big blue metallic circle.Instead of Gladis and Clement, there are normal people, working on something, one at a computer.The lounge area is there, but the sofas and tables are very very simple and made of wood (like the kind of furniture you expect to find at a grilling site, next a campfire).
I ask one of them what´s going on here, but he doesn´t answer.I ask somenoe else, still no reaction.No I get a bit angry and shout at him:
“Is this place under construction?!”
He ansers yes, they are working on it, but Q is unfortunately not here right now ( In the dream I somehow thought the crossroads belong to this forum, sorry pantalimon )
I asked for the guestbook, he told me that it is more of a skriptbook (what´s that?) than a textbook, but he gave it to me.I read it, there were two names (I think on male and one female) with the family-name “Anderson”.
I wrote something into it.
Then I walked over to the lounge area.I tryed to give the crossroads the right shape.I remembered that some furniture was flying, so I changed the simple wooden benches in flying ones (with the blue stuff, and nicer wood).Unfortunately I couldn´t sit down, because those benches always slid away under me.Should have remembered that only the tables fly gg.
Then I read something else, but I am now at low-lucidity, and wake up quickly.
Now I am very happy, cause it was one of the best nights of my live (concerning dreaming g).
Thanks to LucidGuess, cause the MWILD method started this (allthough it didn´t work yet.To pantalimon, cause he created the crossroads.To Q and the whole forum, because here I read about the MWILD, the Crossroads,voice commands and about how to reenter a dream.
Traumgänger