Ok… the subject explains why you can find some answers to my questions obvious while i do not …
first, my overall dreaming experiences :
I had one LD when I was maybe 8 or sthing and it lasted only for like 3-5 secs … what is strange to me is that I knew I was dreaming from the beggining of the dream.
The dream was:
I was above the crowd, but I felt my body was little. I was looking dow a pair of moving stairs(hmm I hope they are called so in ENG) and a lot of people on them, moving and walking, In clothes for rather cold weather. I hovered down the stairs, felt the air move down my face and feeling the presence of the people below, above the people, I realised I was in a mall, I flew out of it (don’t remember the moment of passing the door, but remember they were quite big ones, square, glass in plastic or white-something frame) and found myself on a completely unfamilliar land,with dark clouds with blue or navy light shining somewhere between them and it was a wasteland, it was nor light, nor dark … And I woke up and the lat scene was only like a picture,seen for a milisecound r sthing …
My only LD so far, however, I was/am also experiencing something like a repetative dream … see below.
And I KNOW it WAS a LD cause I was fully conscious and knew what I was doing.
This repetative thing-dream is that I am in a scenery of rocks. they are something like still mud, but I feel they are rock. It is all a bit warm, not hot. I feel the walls behind me,on my left and my right and above right above my head there is a celling, like in a cave byt right above me, without any features. I see the cave celling go down about 5 meters r sthing before me and in the middle there is a rock - branch (?) and then I realize I stand(or rather it’s a feeling of CROUCHING) above a pinkish-red mist below, where the walls disappear. and further , beyond the branch and down the wall the wall breaks and i see a path that runs bu the pond of mist, I see only a part of it but i know its a path. the mist colourizes ev.thing a little dark reddish ,I sense space on that path and beyond it. the mist is only down in this pond-thing. And - that’s it. Sometimes, i jump and try to reach the branch to swing myself to the path but i never suceed in catching it and I fall into the mist, where I see only black and after some time of black I wake up. and sometimes i don’t and the dream simply ends.
I also had few normal dreams, but’s something usual. However, I try to remember ALL my dreams since childhood and I can recall having a dream at all only like 2 3 or 4 times (without the repeatable one)… and now im 17.
So, the thing is …
1)why only one LD and why was i in a scenery I never saw before ? in the time I wasn’t fascinated in fantasy or stuff so I am sure I NEVER saw that scenery … surely not before the dream.
2)Why do I have this repeatable dream? I had it only 3 times and one time i recalled being there while dreaming and once not. and it was like that:
1st time - 1-2 years - 2nd time - 2-3 years - 3rd time.
Right now I hadn’t had it for 4 years or something.
3)I TRY HARD to remember my dreams … and I only remember one or two dreams in the past 4 years … why is that? I am SURE there was only like 1 or two dreams in past 6 years … and no more ! (not include repeatable)
I started drawing 2 or 3years ago and since then - no dreams would come.
thx in advance
PS.: If it makes any difference… have also a constant overall aura feeling, like I felt my own aura (?) slowly moving, but attached to many points in me, and I sense I leave it on things I touch etc. and sometimes seem to feel other people’s aura too. However I’m a newbie to all this so …