well last night i tried MILD again and i think i nearly got there… my body was totally relaxed and i felt vibrations and saw small lights, and got a burst of euphoria. however then it got so strong i woke up feeling very happy, hmmm! this happen to anyone else?
Sounds more like WILD: check out “the big WILD topic”
ah thanx, i was always really confused about those acronyms anyway (and the big acronym post didnt help me either) ill have a look there then