yep i totaly get what you mean. How much does it trip you out. to look around this world and try and figure out if you are dreamin or not, and even when all your RC fail you still want to be sure and you keep looking. I did this for close to 4 hours. After wards i was so detached from reality that my head hurt and people were asking me what i had been taking.
But that is just the question isnt it. How do we know we are not dreaming. Inside the dream state we can take things from outside it and test it. For example: gravity. We all know there is no such thing as that in our dreams unless we create it, and there for knowing this it can be tested as a RC. Flying.
But do you remember when you didnt LD. you just made up some strange excuse and went along with your lives inside the dream,. like there is no gravity because the gravity machine broke. or somthing like that.
What about this waking world. We think it is real. and ofcourse all of our RC fail, but they only fail because we are basing them on laws of this world. The dream world doesnt have laws, as far aswe know. but is this world real? we cant do a RC to check it cuz we dont have anything to compare it against.
Have we really woken up in this world yet?