Nightmares... and lack thereof.

the only nightmares i tend to have are recurring right now…

and i ALWAYS force myself awake…

some of them are about people burning… like… for no reason there will be a fire somewhere, and someone burning and screaming… and i run and try and get away from them as much as possible and try not to hear them, and usually force myself awake…

one was this family in a car which was randomly in a neighbors back yard for no reason and randomly blew up (influenced by Goldmember probably) and I was lucid so I wasn’t too upset and poured pool water onto them, and they started sizzling and steaming up and stuff but it wouldn’t put them out…

I freaked out and woke myself up… then later I decided to go reconfront it and with all my will power I managed to extinguish them.

I don’t know if there is a connection but once whilst lucid I was goofing around with fireballs and accidentally burned a little girl, so I tried to heal her but it wasn’t working right… so I apologized and told her I’d come back to heal her… but I never have…

It’s not that I don’t want to anymore, I figure I should give it a try since I said it would, it’s just that I never remember while lucid.

Then a lot of times I have dreams about horror movies, inside video stores… they usually have very disturbing covers… like… really screwed up stuff… like rape/torture and it’s pretty violent… it used to be i’d be looking for porn and i’d stumble accross them…

So more screwed up sex symbolism for me… yay…

But they weren’t really nightmares per se…

This one time recently (semi-lucid) I met this girl at a video store and it was really abstract and freaky looking, and I thought it was pretty cool… she said something about a scary section and it was dark red (like lit up) and I wanted to explore it but just looking at it from afar made me feel really uneasy.

My worst nightmare ever was probably my first FA

I had a dream about being at a babysitters and that she was putting poison in our food and I found out… so then she chased after me… and I woke up and went out in the hallway… and then all of a sudden she was standing right there by me…

It scared me so badly … I mean I was just a little kid and I thought for sure I was awake… man… it was pretty bad.

Then my first episode of SP with a presence involved around 12… it was a grim reaper looking guy with a sword and I thought for sure I was about to die… I prayed (being reilgious at the time) … which was more like screaming inside my head, for help… and I eventually woke up…

I can’t remember if I had them when I was a child, I never had problems with them, and since I’m a natural LD and I have LD’s everynight, I never have nightmares. There are times in my dreams where a situation can become scary, but since I am in control I can just change it. In this way, I am so grateful to have LD’s and dreams are always fun for me. More than fun, amazing.

There is another way to get out of a nightmare, too. The eyes are the only body part which aren’t paralyzed in REM sleep. I discovered by accident, if I squeeze my eyes shut and open them again, I will wake up.

Another thing I’ve noticed is the fact that nightmares come in clusters. One week I will have lots of them, and then I will get no nightmares for about a month. Some of my family members has it that way, too. Does anyone know why?

I had a lot of chase dreams, one demon attack dream, one vampire attack dream and that’s basically it.

But I dont consider any of them a nightmare, because I exercised special powers to protect myself…
And there were no genuine fear, more like curiosity…

I never had ‘nightmares’ as other people described them, but I did the other day after talking about it on forums!
I know ppl might not think that having a scary ass nightmare would be anything fun. But it WAS! for me anyway.

I don’t have nightmares anymore.

One time I woke up, and I could feel this weight and presence on my chest, felt like I was going to die. I panicked for a moment, but then I was like, why not? So I just waited for a few minutes.

However, seeing as nothing happened, I shrugged and got up and walked around for a while.

Since this I haven’t had nightmares. Or at least, if I did, I didn’t remember them upon waking.

hardly ever - i would say i’ve had about three nightmares in the past two years. not to say i don’t have some dreams that make me anxious or uncomfortable, but the only dreams that have made me really really fearful are rare. i did once wake up screaming from a nightmare (my friend who was in the next room can vouch for it); the dream itself was one in which i was raped and skinned alive, not necessarily in that order. i never have bad dreams about fantasy monsters or ghosts - only “real” evils.

when i was a child i used to have a recurring dream whereince i was eaten by a boa constrictor that had escaped from london zoo, but apart from that my sleeplife has never been very horrifying…

I remember one recurring nightmare I used to have:

It was a normal dream until the part where I entered this abandoned junk yard, there everything became dark and eerie… Walking around I was always attracted to a hole in a wooden fence, I could sense something evil there yet I was compelled to check it out.

Kneeling down I stared into it, an impenetrable darkness, I got closer and closer and BAM this daemon head with teeth clashing flung itself at me. (At that point I awoke)

I had the dream like 3-4 times, my actions varied a bit but the scenario was exactly the same.

The last time I dreamt it though, upon reaching the hole and kneeling I thought ‘huh? Why am I not scared?’ at that moment the head flew out of the hole but this time it was held back by a giant silver chain!!! I watched the head struggling to reach me and suddenly I laughed at how ridiculous it looked…

The dream than continued normally and happily and I have never dreamt it again…

Sounds like the problem coming into your nightmares was solved by the last dream. Any idea what it was?

Truth is I never understood what the dream represented… At the time I gave it no further thought, and now I can’t relate it to a specific moment anymore…

hmmm…

when i think about it, i havent had a nightmare for probably more than five years. i guess i just don’t deserve one, cus i am going through a living hell at home. my brain is probably trying to make good dreams, to try to make some sort of balance in my head, which is quite the advanced safety mechanism. i would have killed myself a long time ago if i had nightmares all the time…

but it’s strange that i havent had a lucid dream yet. that would definately be a good safety, and would probably make me function better, but in my experience i need to be in almost a state of bliss to get lucid, and since i need to be lucid to get to that state, im in some serious shit :help:

i got 2 nightmars i my childhood that theyare still makes me wonder.
i go to our yard and talk with many animals that our cat were something like thire boss and that ask me to go in the basket and basket move in the air and cames down. i think that i were lucid.

i like nightmares makes me feal better. thats like something new to me.last night i got many FA and some owfull sound was in my room. funny

i think i had a false awakening nightmare a year ago or something, besides that, i never ever have nightmares, because when i dream im completely un-emotional, i have been chased by monsters and stuff, and i just think, oops, better run away, wouldnt want to die now would i :smile:

Anyways, in the false awakening or whatever, i was laying in my bed watching the celing, and i could see the shadows in the corner thickening, and den starting to crawl down the wall towads me…i bolted for the light switch :grin:

I refer to them as the “Shadow people” I have seen them several times in that “grey” area between sleep and awake.

The only nightmare I have ever had is the same one recurring every so often where I am outside a bar called the “Bloody Bucket” and I’m standing on the corner and this guy drives up or comes up behind me and shoots me in the back. The pain feels so real and I wake up with my whole body arched and my head and feet are the only parts left on the bed. I usually am stiff and sore for a week after I have that experience.

I had a nightmare the other night and I’m sure it’s because I’d gone without Effexor for a while (prescription didnt arrive :sad: ) I don’t usually have bad dreams but these are horrible. There’s people everywhere keep pushing me and I can’t get away from them. The whole time I’m panicing, trying to get away from something.

well it wasnt realy like people, more like some liquid coming down the wall…

Hmmm… at least i do not remember having a nightmare recently, whereas i can remember some from the past when i was a little kid. almost all (or all ?) nightmare’s i remember took place in the house my family and i lived in when the nightmare took place.

i know this sound crazy, but i really wish i had nightmares more frequently. i miss the action and emotions in my dreams :sad: they are so boring/strange atm.

the only dream that I can recall is a nightmare I had when i was 4-7 years old,

underneath a red-white-red-white circus tent some scienctest was creating heros, like batman and superman, i kept wanting more and more heros until finally the scienctest sacrifieced himself to feed his hero making machine.

I still kinda feel guilty…

I never have nightmares, I don’t know why. :eh: About half year ago, I made a table of my dreams for a month. Most of them – 90% - included negative emotions, but usually not fear, but embarrassment, pity, perplexity… Even if fear, it was never strong enough to call this a nightmare. Sometimes I dream about stories, which sound scary, like beasts, having run away from a zoo and chasing me in the schoolyard; or nuclear explosions in our town… But I remember them as usual dreams, just more interesting.
The only scary thing about dreams I can remember is what I had at about 13. In that dream I met a very ugly man and offended him some way… He was walking after me, I was hiding from him, and then I woke up. I already saw my room, and now I heard his steps again… Dang, if there had been any step more, I would probably gone mad. There was an idiotic moment I really thought I had brought this guy here from the dream. I think people that thought out “the Nightmare on Elm Street” knew such things too… :grinnn: But I hadn’t seen the film yet, and I didn’t know anything about sleep paralysis and hypnopompic hallucinations and all these things, so I just inserted this moment into a story I was writing that time. So I only derived benefit from it. :grin:

Edit:

I forgot when I was posting this message, that about two years ago I had three dreams where my parents would fall from the balcony or burned in a gas explosion… It was not like a classical nightmare, because nothing threatened personally me, and I didn’t run and didn’t do anything at all, because nothing could be done… I agree these dreams with other people dying are Really Bad. I would prefer all monsters in the world chasing me than one more such dream… They made me paranoid for long time.

When I was a little kid I saw large, purple blobs that crawled along the ceiling.