Hail dreamers…sorry i havnt been on…but i was having motherboard issue.and i couldnt get on the site…or my pc crashed…
Ive been writting many many songs and here are some of em…hope ya like em…yes i have been bored…
key: () mean scream
- whsipering or softer spoken
/ break or hault
(( )) scream and singing at once
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“Trapped in Solitude”
Alone in my room
so dark and so cod
no brilliant light, to shine threough my life
just a cold grey light, to demise my fight
I feel so alone, I feel so used
I just wish they’d stop this fucking abuse
Someone please help, Im lost and confuse
((Im Trapped Im Trapped)) in solitude
Please someone, please speak to me
if there’s a god in heaven then please rescue me
Alone and abandon Im lost and confused
Please stop me from lighting this fuse
((Im Trapped Im Trapped)) in solitude
No one has come and I fade away
dripping red I start it today
so calm so silent no one can hear
that, that was my lst breath as you now feared
Please someone please help me im dying today
alone and Im scared that Im fading away
Alone and abandon, Im lost and confused
((Im Trapped Im Trapped)) in solitude
*…Im trapped, Im trapped…Im trapped…in…
s…o…l…i…t…u…d.e…
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“The suicidal step of death”
I remember when we first met
“love at first site” yeah what a load of crap
but after we talked I couldnt beleive…
Oh shit ive fallen for you…
Oh anyways that was just one day
the next time we’d met it would fade
but instead we met for several days
And I cant stop thinkning of you
Ive taken to many steps and Ive fallen for you
I dont want to say this is true…
Oh shit, Ive fallen for you…
We hang out like everyday
holding hands and we’ve even prayed…
Yeah ya do some crazy shit for love
Please someone…give me a gun
-Chorus
Well Im not the best person to have
And well sometimes I think its sad
Those promises, the lesson I think I learned
are all gone…cause Ive fallen for you
- Chours
I hope you are the one, I hope youll show me love. Ill hold you and be there
for you…
Oh shit…Ive fallen for you.
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“Was Once Was”
- I remember those times we use to share…
talking and showing how much we cared
You were so perfect how could you have changed*
(now youve made me so fucking deranged!!)
(WHY)
Does it seem
everythig i say you walk away
(WHEN!)
did you change
why wont yoyu be the same
(WHERE)
did i go wrong
I dont want to say solong
Please…oh please
listen to me
You not the same as you use to be
Im begging Im begging to share with me
[Could it have been we spent to much time
or could it be we didnt read between the lines
I tried to do the best but i must have went astray
No longer knowing what to do but wanting to] (DIE!!!)
(PLEASE) oh please
just listen to me
Im worried about you
now why cant you see
(PLEASE) oh please
your killing me
Id die for you
but you dont beleive
[You dont understand how i feel
hell I dont think you even care how I feel
You act like your the only one with the problems
and now do you see…]
(your problems now are apart of me!!)
(Your problems are apart of me)This emptiness wont ever leave me
( I cant your lies anymore) This pain Ive had to long
(no more I die for you GOODBYE!!)
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oh somewhere my mind has gone
staring at this stary sky with a glow
Slowing i begin to fade
slowly dying and fading away
AH why cant i slip away
dying so slowly everyday
my lifes blood is almost spent
the will to live i cant
For every breath I take
this living hell i forsake
Laying on my back slowly bleeding
As i lay dying!!
As i lay dying…
The soft cool grass
crest’s my head
giving me comfort
till im dead
The cool wind
softens my heart
sending me to a soundless sleep
For every breath I take
this living hell i forsake
Laying on my back slowly bleeding
As i lay dying!!
As i lay dying…
You know this really (pisses me off)
some people die while they get loved
here I am all alone
No one to comfort me in my dying time
Come get me death Im not afraid
you stupid bitch Ill see the day
when you come to touch my wrist
(Ill grab you first and slit your wrists!!)
((For every breath I take
this living hell i forsake
Laying on my back slowly bleeding
As i lay dying!!
As i lay dying…))
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“Confessions or voices”
I cant beleive my life today
Ripped my soul in two
What can i do to fix my mind
I cant trust, I just dispise
forget your life
they all speak lies
They hate you
no one to turn to
trust no one
insert these lies
everyones cheats on you
(take the gun and die!)
I (I) feel so lost so confused
One minute im happy with you
The next I cant stand
holding your hand
(Why)
Sometimes i love you thats all i can say’
I think of how much i care
[and others how i can careless]
Which voice should i listen to
to trust or to not
this doesnt seem my choice
I want to trust
I dont need this fuss
But now your lies are catching up!!
These voices i hear
They tell my fear
How can I trust you when you dont ove me?
Always looking for another guy
dont turn when you speak your lies
Your not happy with me
so why cant you see
you wont be happy with ANYONE
this lust was for fun…
I know you dont love me
Thats just a word
you can say it athouhsand time
it all seems blurred
You say to be patinet
but i dont beleive
youve lied to me so much
I know im being decived
(WHY)
I try to show you love
but nothign worked
it all went to hell
Ill be leaving for there soon
by the light of a full moon
[it doesnt matter you dont care
any night he’ll take his life you wont care]
These voices i hear
They tell my fear
How can I trust you when you dont love me?
Always looking for another guy
dont turn when you speak your lies
Your not happy with me
so why cant you see
you wont be happy with ANYONE
this lust was for fun…
Now i dont know what to do
Do I really love you?!
I cant tell anymore
I think i should go
Ill dissapear and worry about me no more
You show some tears
now what is your fear
do you want to be left alone
Now maybe i get it
you have no one else
Well maybe you should have thought about that
before my heart was taken and placed in a sack
(HOW)
how does it feel
Now you know everything thing I feel
with this last kiss
youll leave this bliss
and fall into my darkness
my world of hell…
These voices i hear
They tell my fear
How can I trust you when you dont love me?
Always looking for another guy
dont turn when you speak your lies
Your not happy with me
so why cant you see
you wont be happy with ANYONE
this lust was for fun…
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new one i wrote while typing this up…
in dream i shall be
enjoy life or what it seems
alone in my mind
no one can find
my sorrows
my lies
the things i despise
Now everynight i lay in bed
some troublesome thoughts run through my head
make me weep,makes me think
there more to what i see between blinks
But eventually ill close my eyes
drift to a sleep and say goodbye
a voice without fear
is all i can hear
my friend who will take me away from this pain…
please do not wake me from this dream
its better in here then reality
her plesant voice
her eyes her face
they take me away to a special place, where i belong…
im not alone…
im not a fool…
there more to me then just my mind
theres more to life then smiple time…
I now come to on a beach
the winds blows and the sun nows shines
where am i at can this be right?
I turn to my left and there i see
my friend looking straight at me
and walk to her and she smiles and says
“I thought this would help you tonight”
we sit down and talk
relax and take part
in sharing our past and our dreams
but soon the time comes
we say our good byes
a light comes through and she fades away…
please do not wake me from this dream
its better in here then reality
her plesant voice
her eyes her face
they take me away to a special place, where i belong…
im not alone…
im not a fool…
there more to me then just my mind
theres more to life then smiple time…
Now i dont worry to often
I know that she’s there
I know each night
when we meet through the light
shes always be there
to enjoy and to share
my dream and my thoughts
…and my heart…
*please do not wake me from this dream
its better in here then reality
her plesant voice
her eyes her face
they take me away to a special place, where i belong…
im not alone…
im not a fool…
there more to me then just my mind
theres more to life then smiple time…*
