hi all dreamers out there! i havnt bin on this board for maybe over 3-5 months now and thats because i went to milan and did other things and had really no time for ld´ing and frankly i kind of forgot it…until 2 days ago when i had my first in 1 month! and now 2 nights after i had a 2:nd one!! 
but the problem with my last one is that i didnt reach clear lucidity, or should i say the feeling of it. a long time ago i discussed here that when (at least when i do) i reach lucidity, the moment i get lucid my bodey shivers in a very plesent way for a moment, similar to when its cold or when you get scared. but this did not happen the last time! i really know that i was dreaming but didnt feel like it, i tried to convince myself and tried to make it more visual but failed. the situation felt kind of hopeless and i really couldnt think of anything to do! is that weird or what??? being lucid and dont have anything fun to do…talk about lack of imagination 
anyone else know what im talking about, being 100% lucid but still dont have the feeling of it, the feeling of complete control?!
anyway this got to a long post, all i wanted to say is that im back at last and it feels so good!!! im so happy to rediscover this whole thing, and i really think i needed a brake cause my problem was that i wanted it to much…i think thats why the suneye-method and other of its kind didnt work for me, i wanted it to happen to much when spending so much effort on it. so i think you will have to be kind of cool when doing these methods, wich is a hard thing when you read headlines like “95% chance you will have a LD first try” i think without that headline, maybe it would be true
hmm this got to a even longer post now…good luck for everyone!!!
(by the way, next month im in the compition : )