What happend to me?

Last night when i was in my bed trying to fall asleep, i was basicly doing MILD but i was trying to visualize the dream greatley and see myself flying, a little into my visualization i started to see these floating shades of black that were flying everywhere pretty fast, then i saw kind of like black splotches everywhere, and i got a real heavy feeling in my body. During all this i started to get nervous or excitied one of the 2 and i couldnt get my self to relax becasue i was to nervous or anxious to get in the dream.

Was this the beggining of WILD, i dont think so because im so new at this i dont know how i could have done it??? :help: :eek:

I see black blotches floating alround all the time. but thats because i havesomething on my eye, dont remember what its called its like osme dirt in my eye thats been there since the 4th grade. Its fun to try and catch cause its all floaty and stuff.