Freely translated from my dreamjournal:
Night between Monday 3.6 - Tuesday 4.6 2002
A lucid dream?
This is confusin. It felt like i had had a lucid dream. Allthough it also might had been only a fake lucid. It went like this:
I had a new bicycle, and i came to school with it. At the school’s gate i encountered Little Hemppa., who used to live next door. (IRL) Hemppa annoyed me by stiking his fingers between the spokes of my bicycle.
- Newer again do that! I yelled to him, and continued: “If you put your fingers between the spokes, they are going to be cut off!”
- But i want them to be cut off, then i would see some blood! Little Hemppa replied.
(oh man, this is too long. I’m going to skip, to the best part)
I was standing on the school courtyard, and encountered Little Niko (who was also our neighbor) I can’t remember what he said to me, or what i said to him. When he had left/disappeared, i started to doubt the reality i was living in. I suddendly had an urge to prowe myself, that i was dreaming. I decided to do a reality check. I could have prowen myself, that i was dreaming, with some of the these things: A) It is the summer holiday, but i’m in school B) I had a bicycle allthought i hadn’t bought a new one since my old bike broke down. C) Little Hemppa or Niko newer hanged out at my school. But the way i prowed that i was dreaming, was quite strange: Little Neko reappeared, but this time he was sitting on a stroller! I said to myself “it’s been years since Little Niko has sat on a stroller, alas i must be dreaming!” I do not know did i achive lucid state, or was this only a fake lucid. Did my eyewiev got any clearer, or did my senses got better, that’s hard to say. I felt like i could see more details, than in my normal dreams. I believe that i achieved a lucid state, but a wery lame lucid state. These kind of things i then did on my dream: I kicked this one guy, Antti, in the head (we started fighting, and i whispered to him “you are going to lose”) I “froze” all the students of our school. (allthought they started walking again allmost instantly.) I flew a bit, and finaly i tried to have an conversation with my subconsciousness. That didn’t work, becouse i woke up.
So, what do you people think? Did i have a lucid dream, or was it a fake lucid. I couldn’t know, becouse i have newer had a LD before.